This is the Oregon winter I know and love, gray - somewhat dark and raining.
Call me crazy but I love the rain, I love the way it sounds - the way it makes things smell. Not to mention, it's perfect weather for a nice cup of hot coffee and a book, or blogs (oh and don't forget naps, love falling asleep to the sound of rain on the roof.).
While doing my normal routine of going through Google Reader and the like, I came across The Hungry Cupboard, written by a PDX line cook by the name of Ingrid (I've also added a link to the "Tasting Menu" located in the side bar). I've been following her on twitter for some time now, and just realized she had a blog, I can't quite remember though where she works - not that it matters.
What matter's is the post I came across - Know Thy Self.
This is what really hit home for me:This is ultimately about the fact that I'm reconciling with myself who I am as a cook and what my capacity is for the idiosyncrasies that come along with being a cook. In a way I'm glad I came into cooking at the age I'm at now, because I'm surer of myself and what I want than who I was 10 years ago. I've heard chefs and cooks say "Cooking comes first; everything else is secondary," and I simply don't subscribe to that philosophy.
And she's right, not to mention that Chef feels the same way - he's a family man and then a Chef. When we were on the competition team together at school - our adviser (who had competed at the highest levels, including a stint on the Team USA for the Culinary Olympics back in the 90's. He just couldn't get over the fact that Chef, was more than willing to put family first - even though he was driven like the rest of us.
I'll be the first to admit I'm short on experience, but long on passion and that's one of the reason's Chef took me on. Not to mention with Scratch being a small venue, with a already tight knit staff (including Chef, there are only five of us), I'm getting to learn more and more. Not just the cooking side of it, but the whole shooting match. Not only is Chef the chef, he's also the owner.
Yes, we went to school together - but that means he knows me better than anyone in the kitchen. Everyday I'm there, I'm learning something new - inside and outside the kitchen.
I guess for me you could say I'm still trying to find myself.
Does that read as cliche` as it sounds in my head?
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